Dear Reader,
Why is it that, even in a crowd of my friends, I still feel extremely lonely? Yesterday, at lunch, I was sitting with my brother’s ex-girlfriend. She’s my friend because she was mad at my brother, but that’s not important. What is important is that I still feel lonely even when sitting with her and her friends.It’s not that they aren’t fun, It’s just that they wear me out. It’s like I can feel the social activity radiating off them. Not that that’s a bad thing, I just get really sick to my stomach around a lot of people. That is also why I like writing better than talking or singing( by myself). It’s because I don’t like a lot of attention, because at home I’m treated like I don’t exist for any reason other than to do work.
I’m at school right now and in the words of all teenagers “it sucks” but not because it’s school, just because I don’t like the people here. Anyway, I guess I have to go now, my teacher is starting class, so BYEEE!!!!
Sincerely yours, Author